Becoming a “Real” Mom
Sharing a family resemblance certainly makes life simpler. Look-alike families get fewer double-takes in restaurants and probing questionsfrom strangers. But some mothers need time to believe (and adjust to the fact) that they are, finally, parents. After years of infertility, they may have been afraid to get too hopeful during the adoption process. Only when a baby is placed in their arms do some mothers absorb the fact that they are truly parents. As brand-new mom Chris Tolleson says, “I do feel a bit like my baby isn’t really mine. But, honestly, this is just in my head, as everyone’s reaction has been to tell us how wonderful it is that we adopted.”
Being able to “pass” as a nonadoptive family can ward off uncomfortable questions. Mothers may prefer to avoid insensitive comments that trigger shame or guilt over infertility. Comments like “Couldn’t you have your own baby?” or “How could his real mother give him away?” can be disconcerting when a woman is settling into motherhood. Being peppered with questions can also put a new mom in the role of educator. Talking broadly about adoption is fine when a woman is in the mood, but there will be times when she simply doesn’t want to discuss it.
Give yourself time to process your feelings, and to become comfortable with your new role. When you begin to believe that your baby is truly your own — and is your child to parent forever — you’ll find it easier to handle certain questions, and to announce to the world that your family was formed through adoption.